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20230114

这周发生了啥？

• 2022年中国人口负增长

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• todo Task manager sucks, have any alternative?
  • I want let windows task manager make background process merge in one

C:\Users\15517\Desktop>taskkill /im crashpad_handler.exe
ERROR: The process "crashpad_handler.exe" with PID 23084 could not be terminated.
...
Reason: This process can only be terminated forcefully (with /F option).
SUCCESS: Sent termination signal to the process "crashpad_handler.exe" with PID 34496
C:\Users\15517\Desktop>taskkill /im /f crashpad_handler.exe
ERROR: Invalid syntax. Value expected for '/im'.
Type "TASKKILL /?" for usage.
C:\Users\15517\Desktop>taskkill /im /F crashpad_handler.exe
ERROR: Invalid syntax. Value expected for '/im'.
Type "TASKKILL /?" for usage.
C:\Users\15517\Desktop>taskkill /F /im crashpad_handler.exe
SUCCESS: The process "crashpad_handler.exe" with PID 23084 has been terminated.
...
SUCCESS: The process "crashpad_handler.exe" with PID 34496 has been terminated.

• windows - How to run a PowerShell script from a batch file - Stack Overflow
• 干掉迅雷后台进程和服务的一个批处理 | 知语

taskkill /f /im ThunderPlatform.exe /t
sc delete XLServicePlatform

• 如何彻底禁用XLServicePlatform和QPCore Service这两项流氓服务？ - 知乎
• todo Fix nested boolean query bugs
  • Query for blocks with a specific parent on the current page - Questions & Help - Logseq

人类一思考，上帝就发笑

• Live this world sometime feel like have to cunnilingus the people of hierarchy top. You have make like a joker, and let them get high, or like orgasm, sexual climax
  • https://twitter.com/BitRunX/status/1611972981223456769
  • Fuck Hierarchy
• The consumerism still affect me. Last night I spent an hour and a half browsing the keyboard just because I don’t understand moonlight usage. Mostly cause I don’t read the document. This really is the biggest problem I always met. I always skip document due to lazy. Is there any ways could help? IDK
  • After search keyboard, I give my laptop a height to make it cooling, yet I turn to search buy a new fan cause noisy is kind of big.
  • But before I close my eye, I refund all above things. This not happen once. Every single time I always want to buy something to deal with problems I meet in the present, instead of stopping it, and think again carefully. It’s really weird.
  • I think sometime if it could work well in some point or way, I should keep and not to change, to avoid unnecessary consume. Keep it as it is sounds not good because it rejects changes. But Does all changes is good? IDK
  • In the view of history, human beings hate changes, so they stop running and living in fixed position. But if we always keep it as it is, what would we being right now? Still living origin and don’t welcome the new things? I cannot image that how bad?
  • The consume become a way to bring changes quickly, yet it matters? I could pay in every period of things happened. Such as love, I could pay some in myself, so maybe I could have a girl friend. Yet I still could pay to prostitute to have a sex. What’s the differences between them?
  • The goal you want to archive. If you just want to a hug or a kiss, a relationship with others, love and be loved, tame and be tamed, more specially, like being cared
• I love Anime1.me’s notification cause it contains NSFW, Yet the video resolution is 720p forever, less than 樱花动漫.
  • 訂閱 Anime1.me 更新通知
    • https://t.me/anime1notify
  • wait 樱花动漫 美化 - #My Soulmate 说起来，究竟是什么时候，产生了一种能和她在一起的幻想？
  • 我想大概是本能，显然我迷恋上了她，这些年过去，虽然我越来越能控制这份感情，但我一点也不喜欢，一点办法也没有。 我母亲和我讲过一个她年轻时候村里的故事，小伙相中了一个姑娘，她家要的彩礼不少，小伙和家里打好招呼就出去打工了，挣的钱全数寄回，但一年到头，回来准备迎娶的时候，却发现钱全被父母拿去赌光了，当然那个女孩最终被别人娶走了小伙就这样错过了一辈子。 我想母亲大概还是想和我讲有钱一定可以娶妻, 对他们而言, 阻碍单身汉最大因素无疑就是彩礼，其实现在的我, 只是感到羡慕。因为能跟自己喜欢的人走在一起，却单单只靠钱，这简直太简单了。 甚至上面的叙事我们听不到女性一方的声音，她愿意吗？她快乐吗？她幸福吗？我最终也不知道，但我真诚地希望她能快乐，她能幸福。 我会想象我的未来，如果我过上了不讲 WLB 的生活，留给自己的时间尽数被剥夺，没有工作之外生活，也没有哪怕能和任何一个女性有交集的活动，相亲确实成了一种最有效的方式。把条件摆在台面上，权衡再三，究竟能不能换得对方的性资源。 这种思路很诡异，却是我能预见的未来#IDK
• 人类真的有未来吗? 如果宏大的叙事不断地被结构, 全都变成了个人的私欲, 非常可笑, 非常绝望, 思考一下, 资本真的有未来吗? 我不知道, 未来是怎么创造的? IDK
• 我是在追星吗? 我是在追逐自己啊! 追星路上, 我才能道听途说一些连自己都不曾想的事情
• 这周很闹心的事情其实是淑芳订婚的事情, 按照不知道什么的传统, 母亲一定得到场才可以, 所以一些繁琐的家务就会落到我头上, 其实很不平衡的吧, 但我不允许自己这样想下去, 因为情感的价值要比这些落到身上的活重要吧, 我想.
  • 我不知道有没有一种方法可以逃避, 或许没有, 该死的工作
  • 我不知道要怎么形容心中的那份委屈的感觉, 因为事后感觉也糟糕透顶, 甚至想要破罐破摔, 自暴自弃, 没有办法调整自己的心态.
    • 我一贯的做法是逃避这份可有可无的工作, 躲在自己的舒适圈里等待着某种转机, 如果真的落在自己头上, 也只能自认倒霉, 事后想办法把这件事情忘掉.
    • 这样的反应其实在我亲密关系中也有所体现, 自从 RJ 生了我的气之后, 虽然我也有所委屈, 心中积压的东西不说, 就一直发怵, 等, 想等它消失的一天, 但是每当我再度被冒犯的事后, 这份积压得感觉并没有消失, 反而比之前强烈千百倍.
    • ” 为什么受委屈的总是我?”
    • 我想我又该回到童年找寻原因, 试图未来能不能有所突破. 要形容这种感觉, 仿佛就像等待着长辈的施舍, 这样的感觉, 很像是幼时闹别扭, 或是通过一些极端的方式, 引起父母的关心, 是一种索取爱的方式, 但是这种方法幼稚, 低效, 会造成当下的行动力锐减.
    • 我一定要改变这种躲避型的亲密关系.

这周有什么多快好省的东西吗？

• Buy a bigger RAM / Have a good habit tags: Windows

  • 16G Windows 开发已经不够用了，32G 会好吗？如果有需求开了 Docker 和 IDEA, WSL 占用直接上到 1,500M，点两下 Chromium 系统就奔溃了。😂 2 年前的自己可没这么担忧过，以为 16G 绰绰有余，现在还是觉得需要组个台式工作站，日常开发用笔记本来得实在。

  • {{query (and (and RAM <%current page%>) (not DONE) ) }} query-sort-by: ram query-table: true query-sort-desc: true
    • Mem Usage(MB): {{function (sum :RAM)}}
  • What I must use:
    • CFW Clash for commandline ram: 50
    • ShareX ram: 10
    • Traffic Monitor ram: 10
    • Onedrive ram: 150
    • Dell Display Manager ram: 3
    • Baimiao ram: 10
    • Code ram: 250
    • Vmmem(WSL) background-color: yellow ram: 250
    • Spotify ram: 200
    • Anki ram: 300
    • Billfish ram: 210
    • Telegram ram: 100
    • Raindrop ⇒ Raindrop Web ram: 300
    • Logseq ram: 500
    • nvcontainer.exe ram: 70
    • EarTrumpet ram: 30
    • Steam++ ram: 210
    • Everything ram: 100
    • Wacom ram: 20
    • crashpad_handler.exe ram: 10
    • msedgewebview2.exe ram: 150
      • Controller Companion RAM: 15
      • LogiOption RAM: 30
      • KDE Connect RAM: 130
      • Mactype RAM: 6
      • Loved Background
      • Develop
      • Entertainment
      • Use once and shutdown
      • Note flow used